Waking up

It's crazy because I have all these emotions back.  I'm sad alot and have alot of anxiety and tears, but also there is also this spring in my step.  This feeling that I can look people in the eyes, as if I'm seeing people I haven't seen in years.  And, also, this pride that I'm a woman. 

It is as if the world has come alive for the first time since I was young, as if my senses and mind are waking up from the dead.  The smell of a parking lot when I come out of a store, mmmmmmm, smells so good, my world is alive!  Weird, I know.  ;)