Substance
I cannot find words to write
Disorientation in my mind
One side says yes and then says no.
I grasp for truth with substance
How can I believe me
How can I believe you
When the substance seems but vapor?
After so many lies it's hard for the heart to trust
But trust I must
Or else my heart will crater
My life's substance will dissipate.
For without trust, what else can I hold onto
june 11, 2007